A few weeks back, I celebrated my birthday. It was normal, like every other birthday of course.
But, with every year passing year, I find myself at the same place.
Every 16th of July I feel happy, sad, thankful, & guilty.
I feel happy because, let me be honest, it’s good to be in the spotlight for five minutes. Plus, my husband makes my day special. From cooking, to not paying attention to his ‘mobile’ t all!!! So, it’s a win-win 😉
Its not the age, but the fact that, my thirty by thirty list has turned to thirty **** by thirty. I feel sad, that that one goal I wanted to achieve keeps testing me. I had to reach my goal weight on my birthday in 2014. And, then I’m here with the same weight in/out in 2017.
I feel thankful for all that God has blessed me with. I believe in God & prayers. ( & miracles) I feel my birthday, is the perfect time to show gratitude to God. Another year gone & another year to look forward to.
Well. I tend to get way off the wagon, and celebrate my birthday for a few days. I just get to comfortable with the unholy food. And, I’m not even indicating the 2am binging done while watching ‘ Younger’ 😉
I do hope that by my next birthday, I’m able to get rid of the ‘sad’ thing & reduce, my guilt.
What are your happy, sad, thankful , guilty or any other moments? Shall I share a secret? I also bake a cake for myself. Because, I like those better than the market ones 😉
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